Ever wonder when the damn thing happened to you... you remember just the other day - you were running around without a care in the world, impressions , mannerisms and all the likes had no weight in your life -coz idiocracy was rather accepted . and then one day it just strikes you- that there are social concerns to what you do , what you say .. accountability becomes one part of you and then you realise that "other" people do exist in the world and that u may actually "affect" them .
i can distinctly remember my parents advicing me about "those types " when i joined college .. reminiscing i was rather a puppy then .. to grow and get accepted was becoming more of a need .. " hey sandy wassup "
" nothing man ..just chilling "..
well i still do have the above .. and as time flew by i grew into what people would term a "yo-yo" .. a metaphor for being "extra social" .. so then your values and morals sediment to the bottom of your black heart where pure blood used to flow.. in a day ... and smoke enters your lungs .. like an ice cold tundra chill that hits you and you crave it more and more
then it happens .. ure stuck in the web where u want to go back to your roots and touch your old self and a sense of self realisation overwhelms you only to remind you that ud rather be "those people" than yourself ...
it's like when my friend vineesh quoted ..writing what comes in your mind is like jumping off a cliff... many people woundnt understand it .. a sort of insanity ..but u fly in the end ... and ure free...
ure a free bird ....then it happens
the instructor comes in the lab and kicks you out for not doing the assignment and day dreaming ..... damn him ..or else i wud still be in the lab. works fun but damn the rules man
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idiocracy??!! w'sup?! sandy's dic comin into play here but anyway.. hooboy!! a post! after such a long time.. yea dude, keep up de bloggin n tell de instructors to go to hell! live life the way u wanna.. black hearts stay that way, n' pure hearts do too.. its true colors come out as time flies by. it is time.. for u n' the others to know which side u lie on- r u an agent of de dark lord? or an angel like i am.. 'cuz u talk of free falling n' flyin', i think its the latter.. n' kudos to you! ;) keep sunblogging man..
Excellent one pal!! you getting into the philosophy mode slowly!! Guess Infy pressure acting up on you huh?
and dude live life the way you want it..!!at any point of time in the future dont regret that you didnt live it way you should have..!!
Savour every moment...Be yourself..and dont be bothered too much by what others may/ might think of you...
you are what you are man!! Black heart or pure blood heart..the likes of you..will always love you...!!
wonder now..al who are posting comments in ur blog..are we all black hearted too?? cheers mate!
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